it might just all be a facade

Thursday, August 17, 2006;

♥ 8/17/2006 07:09:00 AM

tonight i find myself kneeling by the bed to pray
i haven done this in a while
so i dunno what to say
but lord i feel so small sometimes
in this big ol' place
yeah, i know there are more important things
but
dont forget to remember me
dont forget to remember me>>

CARRIE UNDERWOOD'S DONT FORGET TO REMEMBER ME
nicenicenice! ((:

(a) O lvl eng oral is tml! -screams-
(b) i know nuts bout picture discussions okays. UGHH!
(c) im not happy these few days again. ):
(d) i dont like this feeling.
(e) now, chinese is fun! :D :D :D wells, at least i get to stay in an aircon room and do my work openly. =p
(f) musical is 3 days away! :D
(g) i hate mon; ive mon blues
(h) i love tues; theres chapel!
(i) i love wed; theres pe!
(j) i hate thurs and fri; theres darn humans.
(k) for ppl who are STILL wondering my previous bag is spoilt, so im using the bright red one. rofl.
(l) and for those who owe me bday gifts STILL. a converse bag and shoes. new fbts. might jus do the trick. :D
(m) BLEAHHHHHHH
(n) examm stressssss
(o) i forgot wat i wanted to blog. =\

tag replies;
yuye> most welcome dear. :D and of cos i do rmbr you! rofl. meet up after Os hur? :D :D :D
jacq> nopes, dont wish. (:
mich> whees! :D :D :D thanks! awh, its been so long since i heard from you too! where have you been mann? heh
carissa> woah! wats with the SPILT PERSONALITY hur? hate you.
yuanhaosir> hahas. rahima's cool hur? but still, joakim's the cutest-est! :D
jacq> innocent my arse. =chanel> forget it too chanel. jus SCRAM. (:

ive tons of stuff to write it down.
but its hard to share my thoughts with ppl i dont want them to know and stuff. =its hard to find time jus for a long phonecall, or lunch date with the close-est best-est friend. and this really stinks.
PS: i need a real longgggg chat with this girl, called taszemian. <3

im here to win your heart and soul
thats my goal;

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.

Sunday, August 13, 2006;

♥ 8/13/2006 07:16:00 AM

and i wear all your old blothes, your polo sweater
i dream of another you
the one who will never
leave me alone to pick up the pieces
a daddy to hold me
thats what i needed>>

ohohoh. i dont like SI's results.
rahima rahim got out. =\ not tt i support her or wat.
but yeah, watever.
i like the way she sings dont speak though. =\
it seems as though hady is the only one who could sing
and twohill's hair is getting sick. =\
and and and. i find joakim cute! :D :D :D
rofl

(a) joakim's cute! whoever agrees, BREATHE :D
(b) ive got distinction for chi oral. :D :D :D considering the fact tt i totally screwed up my conversation =\
(c) ive secur'd an A1 for chi! YESHHH! -punch fists into the air
(d) carissa finds twd class with the 4 guys hiliarious
(e) carissa love FROG JUMPS. (:
(f) i should stop mentionin carissa in my posts. its badd for eyesight
(g) i dont think rahima should be out. D:
(h) i like the way jasmine sings. :D
(i) ive gotta study harddddd already
(j) my sorethroat is just getting worse. =\
(k) gg tuition tml ALONE on a bus. ironic, that now i dislike busrides so much. yet i love them hell loads in the past. =\
(l) i realis'd carissa's one of my close friends. :D
(m) her bday is coming soon. (thank me! ive helped you advertise)
(n) repeat (f) again
(o) SHIMIN UPDATED ME ON HER LIFE! :D ILOVEHER SO SO SO MUCH. <>

:D i love this smiley.
dont you? :D :D :D

tag replies;
cheryl> yesh! and the hi jus suck more. after fri. ughhh!
carissa> :DDD
yuanhaosir> WHEES! they're good! :D ahahhas. thank you. w/o your guidance, i wouldnt have gotten D for cca! heh
joel> ):
chanel> shutup. and you'd bettr stop disturbin me. emptyin my pencilcase already. serious. i might jus flush your rubberband doen the toiletbowl. dare me. (:
amanda> which amanda are you? =\ but i sure do amanda tang.amanda teo.amanda leong! :D heh
jacq> hey dear. congrats on your results too! :D LOVEE<3

i wish i could tell you im feeling better everyday
and it didnt hurt when you walk away;

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.

Sunday, August 06, 2006;

♥ 8/06/2006 07:59:00 AM

im not here to say im sorry
im not here to lie to you
im here to im ready
that ive finally thought it thru
im not here to let your love go
im not giving up, oh no
im here to win your heart and soul
thats my goal>>

helloos :D
im bored so im gonnablog nonsense. so read on if u want! heh

on thurs, someone is seriously acting BITCHY
and YESH! im tallkin bout a guy, btw
first he pms-ed. den he chased ppl out of the class. and then he made my classmate cry
and right at this point in time, another idiot came into the picture
and made my class hate her and him.
so anyways, the class started speakin up for the poor classmate.
rahh`
went back school at bout 4plus, stayed back for the graduation service til bout 10plus11.
and being nice, carissa and i stayed back to accompany this person who might jus burst into tears in fear of darkness and loneliness.

fri.
met naomi carissa and chanel (who claims she came to dover on a magic school bus) for breakfast.
den was founder's day service.
ms lim said this: wenfang, thank you so much for you contributions towards redcrossyouth. now its time for the a1s
rofl.

u>announcements
(a) im seriously rotting at home
(b) i think my motivation to study is gone again =\
(c) the rock inside is still heavy. HAH!
(d) next week's nationaly day!
(e) i love SINGAPOREEEE! :D :D : D
(f) i miss ndp05. ):
(g) i miss spastic 6 ): ): ):
(h) prelims 24days away
(i) i love carissa :D
(j) i think im sick of DARS chocs =\ =\ =\
(k) tml's sunday!
(l) im in love with porridge :D :D :D
(m) i still like JUZ B! heh
(n) i think friends last forever
(o) ndp parade in school on tues!
(p) i hate pressure! (phy)
(q) i think trigo is kinda confusing =\ =\ =\
(r) ohoh! i hate anything tt concerns CIRCLES!(amaths and emaths) ughhh
(s) its time for me to pack my room
(t) i think youre misleading =XXX
(u) i miss szemian and our longggg chats! (:
(v) i love cheryl!

tag replies;
chanel> can u shutup? on the bus. on the bus. on the magic sch bus act cute!
carissa> im crossing out point (i)
jacq> hehes. are u saving me? =p
joel> hur? wat thing? rofl
zx> hahahhas.
cheryl> read point (v)! heh. oh, 5aug is 1 day after founder's day lor!
yuanhaosir> yeahhhh! they are GOOD rights! :D :D :D

i lay my love on you
its all i wanna do;

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.

Thursday, August 03, 2006;

♥ 8/03/2006 07:32:00 AM

all i know is im so lost w/o you
im not gonna lie
how m i gonna be strong w/o you
i need you by my side>>

im blogging to do three things. (:

#1> tag replies! :D
zx> not alot wat! look at cheryl's tag! rofl
cheryl> AGREE. :D
clara> HELLOOOS! (:
carissa> rofl. i did?
joel> well. i do!! hehe.
yuanhaosir> why nicer? hahhas, cos no one hugging le? hah. and yeah! cool hur! :DD
jacq> i'll be your life jacket! ((:
carissa> almost. cos i se you almost everyday UGHHH.

#2> announcement(s)
(a) ive got distinction for cca award. (:
(b) im going to class locker every morning now.
(c) i still hate them, just like carissa.
(d) ndp rehearsal is nice. (:
(e) people came telling nirma and i tt rcy goh contingency is the best. :D :D :D
(f) mr chan owes us the darn test paper. DAMMIT.
(g) im not feeling happy. =\
(h) i think im finally starting on my revision. :D :D :D
(i) this morning's assembly is hiliarious. (with ppl dancing and fingers pointing up)
(j) ms hia dont let me go toilet. i hate it.
(k) i like my recess clique! :D
(l) prataaaaa is nice!
(m) marching tml!
(n) havin a crush on someone you shouldnt is tiring. (HAH!)
(o) i like amaths! (cept for relative velocity)
(p) i think ms ong and mr chan is unreasonable AT TIMES.
(q) ive decided to make minhao my idol. ( after seeing his timetable, you should too)
(r) i think minhao is scary
(s) i think helsa is pitiful
(t) i think they need a honeymoon
(u) i need to go shopping
(v) integration is hellll funnn. :D :D :D
(w) i love weds! :D
(x) softballs are more interesting than darn rugbys
(y) tml's staying back in school from 630-930.
(z) oyesh. mr chan is FINALLY returnin us our papers ( he'd better)

#3>for carissa
y'know. seeing you everyday in school makes my heart stop thumping, and my inner voice would scream this: wenfang!!! stay away from her!!! shes a devillllll!!!!
but i cant, cos the next moment i knew, you'd be smiling at me. walkin towards me. and putting your arms around me (gawddd. stop it. im wayyy taller okayyys!)
so my point is, youre horrible. (:
anddd

im still ALIVE!

cos i know

youre too good to be true;

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.